So what is it that I'm lacking? Motivation. The kind that makes you get out of bed at 5:30 in the morning, the kind that prevents you from stuffing your face full of french fries and chocolate. The big dilemma, is how to get that motivation back. One way is to get a personal trainer, which I did back in August to jump start my way back in shape. But to have a personal trainer for that long can really put a dent in the bank account. So what do I do?
I asked my brother how he stays motivated enough to go to the gym every other day. He says he just sees it as a part time job, where he's working 10 hours a week. Hmmm. A part time job, where the payment received ends up being a fit body. I'll have to try that. I've just been viewing it wrong this whole time. I need to be accountable to myself with no excuses. And really, I don't even need to spend 10 hours a week. I'm committing to 5 hours a week, and I'll take it from there.
Here I go, struggling and running back after the wagon, trying to jump on. Wish me luck!